i decided to make this friends only. i don't know why really because not a lot people probably read this. i just need security? so farewell.

but if you want to read my journal you can always add me and then i'll add you.


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well today was a day of anger. i've been on edge lately. but today was the 2nd time i've partially gone off on someone. most of the time i have my composure and i just ignore the people i don't like, but today i just couldn't take it. the FACT that he thinks i'm going to be all buddy buddy with him after this all happened. fuck you. i really just ( Read more... )

so for so long i've always wanted a relationship, a boy i could be with, but i realized it's not worth it anymore. because each guy i thought to have potential only goes and screws me over and is really mean to me. i'm genuinely sorry i wanted to be your friend. like you probably think the world evolves around you and you are the only guy that i ( Read more... )

well yesterday was a lot of fun. matt and i got one track down. i didn't realize how long it takes to record and then add the touches to it. i'm happy how it turned out. i owe matt my life for doing this, he's so amazing. so 1 track down 6 more to go. which means 6 more nights with matt. he gets sooo serious when he's like adding touches onto it. ( Read more... )

soo the notebook is a great movie. not going to lie. like it made me realize that i really want to find someone who'll i'll be able to love forever...ooh love ( Read more... )

ah i'll definitely be recording my originals this saturday!!! and on sunday i'll be recording with matt's band i'm somewhat nervous but soooooo excited ( Read more... )

soo these past few weeks have actually been the worst weeks. not going to go into detail about that. but i love my friends for being there for me. and to kharma i don't believe in you anymore. because i feel like i have not deserved anything pain that you have given me in the last few weeks. yeah i have my moments, we all do. but to go through this ( Read more... )

um. so saturday = intense/nerve wrecking day but so much fun at the same time. soo i had like a recital but like not really at the same time it was like a show, but i enjoyed it a lot. like i love mike and matt so much. but the show went well, it was nervewrecking. but at rehearsal, matt asked me to be sing back up vocal in his band, and i said ( Read more... )

so this weekend has been awesome. although saturday and sunday weren't that great like friday and today topped it all off. i love skiing so much. like going down that hill is such an adrenaline rush and one fo the single greatest feelings in the entire world. and mel and i finally conquered one of the biggest slopes! haha yes ( Read more... )

so yesterday was a lot of fun. only had 1 final yes french and i am unsure as to how that went but we will see. i need to do get a C on that final! come on ( Read more... )