I wrote this about a year ago... and well, I never even unpacked those boxes ( Read more... )

Argh, I hate this... I fucking cant stop, and sont want to, but whats the point hearts grow cold to me fast... lost feelings, how does it happen so fast, I seem to love her alot, alot more than I can understand, and yeah I guess wile I shouldnt ask others to make me happy, she did make me happy with out even having to try... I'll move away far away ( Read more... )

hum, I have a few things that have been eating away at me, things I need to tell someone but since I really have noone, my journal will have to do... first i just wannna say im almost sickend by the way people can tell me they love me, the word love being the most strong word one can say, than dump me off with little or no emotion, i have been told ( Read more... )

hum, sooo I am hungry, I'm broke and cant eat... so pathetic, its lame when someone you used to think was really cool and well you just liked that person alot turns out to be kinda lame... well like you dont talk to them for awile and you start again and its like wow how did I ever talk to you, or when people that say your important to them just ( Read more... )

Words flow out striking out at the blankness of the paper all at once this is the world to you. moments before it was just a blank peice of paper, no different than the next. now its all the things you cant say, the unspoken pain, spilled emotions poured from a broken heart. the paper drips with feeling splashing truths recklessly Cant fight it ( Read more... )

I need to write down the collected thoughts of my perfect girlfriend, every now and than a new little thought pops into my head that brings alittle more clarity to the image of my perfect girl *snicker* Also makes me see how fucking picky I am ( Read more... )

Grr I keep getting emails from the art institute, as if I forget I fucked my life up, but they keep sending me a reminder (hahaha look what you missed out on) so nice of them... well any way I dont really have any regrets, I'm just so hopeless, I'll always be happy to move for even a chance at love... Just how I am hopeless romantic... heres to ( Read more... )

*!*!*!ROCKING OUT!*!*!*

The cure arnt a band I can listen to anymore... there like one of those things that I will leave behind, too bad...I guess when you look at it like that I'm glad she didnt like the same music as me... The cure I can give up, but if it was like jets to brazil well fuck that ^_^

Ice coffee is so goddamn good, its like the things that makes me most happy anymore woo for the double D, so Ill be working in the morning, thus making me hate life, well even more... heh but its not for a super long time 40 hours a week for 4-5 months I can do it, than I'm a cali boy... WOOT hanging out with my bro axers, and being pathetic laying ( Read more... )