I feel as though I am on the edge of a drop on a steep roller coaster... just waiting, holding my breath to feel my stomach up in my throat. I am alternating between feelings of complete and utter fright & total exhileration. A fresh start. A complete new slate. My life begins from scratch again.

eep!

So I am leaving this city. Jacksonville has become an empty shell of a town, having nothing more to offer me by way of enrichment or opportunity. I have to leave before it swallows me whole.Im feeling a little bit like it's a total cop out- run, run, run as fast I can. Either way, 2 weeks from now I won't be here ( Read more... )

Hello Livejournal. Long time no talk. No big news, just a few things ( Read more... )

So, I have been cheating so bad sice ending my cleanse. I am supposed to ease my way back into solid foods- first with OJ then with light veggie soup w/ lots of broth. Well, I ate a banana & tons of veggies yesterday and today another banana, almonds, yogurt and I just stuffed myself sick with soup. I puked. I dont know what my problem is- this is ( Read more... )

Today was Day 8 and I decided to start on my OJ- which is what you comsume the day of breaking the cleanse. I dont know what it was- I took a 3 mile walk on the beach first thing this morning (with the intention of going to Day 10) and my body told me it was ready to be done with the cleanse. I am ready to get to the gym, eat lots of fresh veggies ( Read more... )

Day 3.. Staying Strong ( Read more... )

Day 2 ( Read more... )

Day 1 is over. Whew ( Read more... )

Well, today is officially Day 1.. woo! Im sipping on my first cocktail. Its really not too bad. I taste the maple syrup- I had the brilliant idea of eating my oatmeal with this syrup the past couple days... Im going to gag at the thought of maple syrup after this cleanse ( Read more... )

So, after waiting for cleansing package of goodness for 3 days now, I went on-line and saw that it hasn't been drafted from my account and I couldn't find the damn website. SO, maybe I dreamt of ordering it. Either way, I went to a different Whole Foods store and they had the syrup I needed! Yay! So, I bought 2 little jars and I will go online to ( Read more... )