I want to be published.

I'm currently writing 2 stories and making a compilation of poetry.
I want to be a novelist.

That's all.

I'm so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open, but I want to say a few things to someone, anyone who will listen.

-I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I know this. I don't need other people to remind me of them every time I make a decision they think is wrong. Yes, I dropped out of school, but if you know me AT ALL you know that I go on my ( Read more... )

I hate dissapointment. And spelling.

My day started out absolutely amazingly.

Slept in.
Woke up to Mak's beautiful face.
He made us waffles while I took a really hot shower.
Goofed around at the mall.
Went to Wal Mart.
He cooked a fantastic dinner.
I cooked delicious dessert.Then it all kind of started falling apart. I won't go into detail here ( Read more... )

So the only way to go is just to go ( Read more... )

I would do anything for you.
Why can't you love me?

Why is everyone so stressed lately? Is there something in the air? Is it the end of summer?
I don't know what it is but it is lame!There is one good thing about this though. Well maybe more than one, but one that stands out. I have gotten a lot closer to one of my friends. Even though he's going through a lot of shit, I'm here for him and we've ( Read more... )

"The heart wants what the heart wants. Unfortunately, the gonads want what the gonads want ( Read more... )

I told him.

I let my heart win and I told him that I love him.

My heart has never been so broken.

He told me that he did care for me a lot.. but he can't love me. I've never had someone tell me they can't love me. Never. It hurts. It hurts so much ( Read more... )

I'm trying to quit smoking. I know it's bad for me. I just don't want to. I can't help it if I like the way it feels to hold a cigarette in one hand, a Mike's Hard Lemonade in the other, and watch the sexiest man alive playing a video game. I can't help it if I give in to physical pleasures.

Maybe I have a problem.I'm not addicted to the nicotine ( Read more... )

Cigarettes and coffee ( Read more... )