Damn. It's been a couple months since I last posted. Um...quick update ( Read more... )

I have some things to bitch about. Say whatever the fuck you want in the comments. I don't give a shit right now ( Read more... )

Ah, a magic number. Haha. So, that climax I talked about last entry has happened. Everything built up and built up and then...blah. That was the climax. Kind of disappointing, but everything has come to a screeching halt. Not my life, persay, I'm still motivated to go to school and get straight A's. I'm still looking for a job. Everything else just ( Read more... )

I feel like everything in my life is coming to a giant climax. I'm not sure if that's good or not. Or what will occur when it happens. But it's inevitable.

-MC?

A good family friend died today.
Jeremy Frye: you will be missed more than you could ever have imagined.

It seems so unfair that at only age 26 he left us. I can't even begin to imagine how his family feels, especially his Mom.

This post is in remembrance of Jeremy.

We love you.

Hi! I realized that most of my posts are emo and depressing as fuck, and what is up with that? You'd think my life is a drag and I hate everything. That's not true! I love my life, my friends, my family, my school, my pets, myself, and everything else! It's strange how I never make a post when I'm happy. I think that sucks and I'm going to fix it ( Read more... )

I realized today that I am the most selfish person I know. I can't shake this feeling of loneliness and hopelessness, no matter how many people are around me, or what they say. I hear them, I listen to them, but I can't believe them. I don't know why. I want to believe them. I have this fucking doubt that stops me ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this god-forsaken feeling. And I know it's all my fault. I'm not trying to cast the blame on anyone else. I just wish for once I would know what to do and take that damn path all the way through. No more of this wishy-washy indecision. I also wish I wasn't so influenced by other people. You know what I want to do? I want to go to a ( Read more... )

It's that wonderful time of year again ( Read more... )

I've got my hands bound ( Read more... )