last night was by far one of the scariest and luckiest and most annoying experiences of my life ( Read more... )

i am now officially legal!

happy birthday to me!! =)

i don't understand how you can hurt me like this. how can you hate me so much when your supposed to be the one person who will always love me unconditionally ( Read more... )

everyone is studying for exams and i absolutely cannot. its making me feel guilty. but not really. senioritis is kicking in full throttle.

and to you, even though you said you won't read this, just in case you do...
thank you for the past 24 hours. i honestly haven't felt that truly happy in a long time.

i love you

i got into unc wilmington and jmu ... yayyyyyyyyyyyy!

now how the fuck am i gonna decide??

I FIND OUT ABOUT MY TOP 2 COLLEGES WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK!!!!

i'm freaking out.
notification dates as follows...
jmu - admissions status mailed out... TODAY
unc wilmington - notification no later then jan 20
elon - within the next 10 days

PLEASE LET THEM BE GOOD BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!!!!!

oh yeah and 10 days till im legal ;)

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i spent the entire day in the emergency room yesterday.
sliced a huge bit of my thumb, lost my nail, had to get stitches.
sounds like fun doesn't it?

i don't know what to do with myself. i feel so empty.

she just called.
she's in iraq. she couldnt tell us anything about where she is.

i'm crying. i can't stop crying. i can't go downstairs. all my italian relatives are here. we're celebrating christmas and she can't be here.

its not the same without her.

i miss her so much. i love her so much.

god this isnt fair.

merry christmas everyone...