i got into salisbury. i'm starting to get the feeling that deciding where i want to go is going to be insanely difficult ( Read more... )

there's so much i want to say.

but i guess the fact that i love him will have to suffice.

i saw simon and garfunkel tonight.
i can't even begin to express how incredible it was.
there are no words that would do it justice.

i got accepted into saint joseph's today.
no matter what, if all my other schools fall through, i still have somewhere to go next year!

and now the long awaited sigh of relief...

: )

the "je t'aime" was still on my window when i got home. i hope its stays there for a while....

tonight was perfect.

i just finished my last application to college. i'm done!

now just the few agonizing months of waiting to find out.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

last night started out shaky, i was kind of hurt and kind of thinking, "of course, how typical."
but it ended perfectly. hes one of the few things that will make me happy anymore.

and im so grateful its working out.

i see stories on the news of soldiers wishing they could be home for the holidays and soldiers that can be home for the holidays and it grips at my throat because i'm holding back tears ( Read more... )

i had a really sad dream the other night ( Read more... )

it's gotten to the point where i'm sick of everything.
sick of school, sick of my house, sick of drama, sick of the repetitive life i'm living. i've been molded into a person i'm not sure i like.

i feel like i've been here before.
and it may prove to be a problem.