finally deleted myspace. I feel so free. I can't surf to see people anymore but I think that is probably a good thing. Most people suck pretty bad on myspace so I needed to get off there becasue seeing people in school after having seen their myspace immediately made me want to not talk to them. So myspace S my D. and I hate that people wont let me ( Read more... )

Yeah I was going to go trick-or-treating but I was really tired so I just stayed in and played with the dog a little. I was thinking this weekend that I really miss several of my friends. Sam Hauswirth, Mat Riba, Christy Spees, Shane Leidy. Christy and Shane were just fun and games and always made me smile and laugh. Sam and Mat used to be the same ( Read more... )

I am afraid to go back to school. I am gonna have so much make-up work and I am afraid of being ridicueled for my absence even though so far my attendence hasn't been bad. I don't know why but I feel very afraid to see people again. People scare me sometimes when I don't see them for a while. Some of the people I used to be closest to I feel odd ( Read more... )

I am going on vacation tomorrow and am determined to come back a different race. I will return next sunday

Why? you might ask ( Read more... )

I just remembered I forgot my trombone at school in the cabinets I don't know how to get it back and can't wait to hear what Mr. Miller says.

-get a car ( Read more... )

most things happen and you never expect them. some good some bad. I just hate when it is bad news. wish there was more to do.

school seriously needs to stop already. Today I was kinda a bitch to my teacher. We were talking about the Great Gatsby and whether or not George was jutified in killing Gatsby. I said that from what he thought that he was justified, especially in the kind of book it is, a MELODRAMA. and then Mrs. Weinke comes at me saying "so you think it is ok to ( Read more... )

so lost some friends. didn't make any. I got to get out of school. It is sucking all the possible social life I have out of me. Can't forget that it is annoying. I am sick of people including myself being so damn self absorbed. I wish I could just sit down and recognize that nothing is really as hard as it is seaming and maybe get some studying