man i have to stop living everyday wondering if hes mad at me or if hes going to call me or if hes going to come see me and shit cuz it just brings me down so fucking much. yea. so yeah. tomorrow im going to saras at 9:30 then tylers comin over then were going to get mitchell. then yeah. ha.

ive gotta learn to not let little shit like this get to me ( Read more... )

Rwarpecha: ur my best friend ok

russ then why dont you start acting like it

omfg im going to kill him i hate my dad. i fucking sat there and did all the dishes right in front of him and did all the laundry and i clean the house everynight so that him and my mom have a clean place to come home to and the one thing i didnt do was the dog ran outta food WHILE I WAS GONE and he comes home and says 'you need to start helping ( Read more... )

okay so im done trying. hes really the only one i want right now.. but seems like i cant get my way and im not used to not getting my way. at all. i always do. ugh i hate boys. boys and boys.that means no more. im gonna wait and let them come to me. if you dont like me then dont fucking tell me you do.. all you have to say is 'i dont like you' ( Read more... )

i am really sad but happy at the same time. things are going okay..prolly the best they can be in this situation.. i just seen that chaotic thing with britney spears and kevin.. it really made me sad. i miss being in love.. well i am but being loved back. i know exactly how she feels at one time. it was the best thing in the world and i would do ( Read more... )

hey yall. gosh.. hmph im bored right now and yeah. omg casey john miller & crew my pool yes.great times lol then he like humped the pole. nuff said anyways yeah im bored and me and russ kinna got into an argument but i <3 that kid he like knows everything abt me its crazy. gosh. danger ranger.i watched napoleon dynamite for like the 400th time ( Read more... )

this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s ha. i love it. lol so its been hectic lately..uhm lets see graduation was yesterday and boy i had so much fun.. afterwards i went over to tylers house and me megan ashlie russ tyler mitch were sittin around drinkin in his backyard and shit we had a good time.. lol then david and joe show up and we just had a good ( Read more... )

Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about <3*.:*CrUsHeS*:.*<3!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere between all of the changing and ( Read more... )

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