really another dui? this has to be at least 6 now.. when are you going to stop? i am so afraid you are going to kill yourself or someone else one of these times. your luck will run out, please stop. please....

what do you do when there is one person who makes you the happiest, but also the saddest?

its only a phone interview, its only a phone interview...

i was just told by a friend that i am smart, but i suffer from an all around lack of confidence in my life.
i think he might be more true than he knows.
i need to work on this, but im not really sure how.
i want to be a successful confident person, i want it.

i am smart.
i can do this.

A piece of me died yesterday, but don't worry I'm going to be ok.

i didnt get the job, so now i need a part time job and no one is coming camping with me. today is not a good day especially since it starting pouring on us in the field even though when we left there wasn't a cloud in the sky. f*cking awesome.

Tim and I got an apartment in Kittery. We are to live on the Piscataqua River, river views and dock included. Holy fucking awesome. I can't wait. Moving is such a shit show, but soon it will be over for another year, maybe more.. we will see. So after a fairly stressful month im so relieved to find a place, and be able to work out a payment plan ( Read more... )

Ok I know I never update, but I am now.
This is what I did today

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beth moves out today.
sad nikki.
bye bye best friend.
hello solitude.

i have come to a sad realization that i have lost all the friends i had/ made. with the exception of one. and she lives in the burg. so that doesn't help. perhaps i should move back in with my parents ( Read more... )