Seeing Eric for no more than three hours over Thanksgiving and having this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach when we kissed hello was actually very emotionally freeing. I dont even feel like I need to talk about it. I think it is really done ( Read more... )

Life is hard right now.

I am such a girl sometimes. Eric called yesterday afternoon. I am a dork. I told him I need to work on my neediness and he agreed. This visit has been different then all my other trips home. We aren't having crazy marathon sex sessions. It is so much cuter. I told him I am pretty sure that I have decided on Jacksonville for next year. He ( Read more... )

I went home Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Then I went back to T town for Friday and Saturday. Now I am back home again. Hurricanes are gay! I am over them. Eric and I had the best three days. Then he convinced me to come back "because of the storm." He hasn't called me back yet and I feel like throwing things. I figured out the only ( Read more... )

Holy Sheep tits! I am going to go see none other then DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE! Thats right folks. This is fucking huge. HUGE I tell you! This is going to be like a religious experience. I am so excited I can hardly stand it ( Read more... )

Isn't God a funny guy! So we didnt get are asses kicked in but I cannot say the same for those folks out in the boonies ( Read more... )

I want to go home right now. I want to sit on the beach and drink rum runners and get sun burned and go out to dinner and drink more then go out out and drink more. Then go back to Eric's and try to put clothes on Autumn his big fat yellow lab. Then go to sleep. Then wake up in the morning and eat waffle house and go back to the beach ( Read more... )

I am once again starting with Eric. He and I have been talking on a semi reguler basis. I am planning on going home the 27th through the 29th. He is so easy to talk to now. I think a lot has changed in the past year. He says he thinks he has started to prioritize. A direct quote: "I guess 24 isn't that bad to finally figure out I can't just ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

My modem is broken. I really do not care to make haste about getting it fixed. I am doing this from Jess' compooper. Lots of stuff has happened. I will make a list ( Read more... )