seriously needing to leave here and this for a while two more days. annoying is not good so soon here in this place in which i find myself and created. hiding out and fading away and wishing on a star. real? true? god i hope so. twentyfifth wrapped around the wreath, twinkling lighting my way back. feel like running back. just dont want to feel ( Read more... )

they found erin in her bed yesterday morning, dressed as if to run back out her door and go to breakfast but she never showed up and when her room mate went back to the dorm she was dead. eighteen, i sat next to her in speech class talked to her often . no idea what happened. fuck the holidays ( Read more... )

Tis halloween boooo. k im done. cant sleep for some reason thank god some of my friends dont sleep either.. yay to you and you and you. im feeling like when you spin and spin and spin then your head doesnt feel attached and you fall down laughing or after you spent the entire day at the pool in the sun and everthing is just really bright and all ( Read more... )

serious confusion hopefully the weather is the cause, hopefully it will all work out in my head.. hopefully all is well. dunno ( Read more... )

cannot sleep tired but not.. lip hurts OW. havent been here in this place in so very long. seems like lightyears and eons ago before school before everything that changed and now is so very different. school is so interesting and the little time i have been here has altered me in so many ways. every thing is a little clearer and more in focus not ( Read more... )

twenty days to go till school...

thoughtfull... nice... loving.. kind... truthfull...
hoping for the best.
just not seeing it...

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really old live journals.............wrap around me in soft lip kisses mixed up in the night where dreams end and you begin. i live in your arms and hope in your eyes.. that forever is for us.. and ever after doesnt turn its back .. I zip you up in my care and plant flowers in the shade of your eyes.. for you are my home ( Read more... )