well I do not think i will be getting married any time soon, and i am not sure how i feel about it. ha i suppose that's all i have to say . not really sure why i even get on here its so random my postings . I am almost seven months pregnant and about to have my shower that makes me happy. everyone is invited to come eat! its april forth at one. It ( Read more... )

haha ive been reading these for the last hour or so.. wow wow wow hahahah some of the stuff on here amazing. cant possible delete it. 1230 and i being lame cant sleep without him next to me. geez when did i become so girl like? hmm i like typing on here. i dont think anyone is ever on here so prolly wont get read. okay readers that dont exist cept ( Read more... )

i is right here..lol.. sorry bout not calling really odd week. dont you feel special this blog is about you. im calling you today, promise.

i got on here to message a friend that fell off the face of the earth. and i had forgotten all the totally emo and crazy things i had written over the years. oooooooOOOOOoo... well it was good for a laugh, brought up some old and buried feelings but nothing some expensive ice cream wont cure. hope all of you are well. and to those i havent talked ( Read more... )

lovely boy inside my head...

I lauren am officially happy with things just as they are. wow have i ever typed that i dont think so there was always something else that needed to be fixed or righted or calmed. i love my boyfriend, and my two best friends are amazing and make me smile and laugh. out of all that crap and shit and fucked up bullshit i found them!!

my life is so bizarre cant believe things turn out so different that what you thought. just when you think things are going one way bammmm you get hit in the head haha. crazy times. bailey is very very ill they think her cyst is getting bigger which means they might have to take it out. ick=brain surgery she is having seizures again and her vision ( Read more... )

shes independent, lost and true.. her socks never match nor does her feelings to her life and the rest is up to something she prays skyward at. the bus is late , but its okay she was going nowhere and you can go there anytime.so she ponders her nails only one is left with polish but who cares and who knows her at all? who ever did? cancel all the ( Read more... )

mall today with michelle and company soo freaking happy things are calmer and so far a really nice day. plans tonight, maybe christmas wont be so bad. *HOPES* i hate my phone.. *throws phone* and had very odd and strange thing that my friends are freaking out over.. a sign? i hope not. just a random concidence? maybe. nothing at all ?? who knows. ( Read more... )

circle round back behind and sneak up to make me smile. i need the distraction.. too many lights, tinsel and stars. im glad to be home something about that seems right in this fucked up crazy time. questioning my school hate the dorm soo might come home and go to school here not sure. sucks to be grown up making your own choices. or better said ( Read more... )