It's funny how I:
meet him
chose him
trusted him
believed him
opened up to him
let him come in
loved him
fought for him
blew everything for him
was his 'only one'
let him break my heart
tried to fix it all
miss him
dislike him
care for him
cant stand him
thought he still cared
just want to forget about him..
like he has about me.

nobody uses this anymore.
how sad. =[
haha, that would be funny
if everyone started again.
♥

BFF: I broke up with him.
Gurl: He broke up with me.
BFF: why?
Gurl: why did you do that?
BFF: I didnt have any feelings for him anymore.
Gurl: He wanted a break.
BFF: O i see--how are you?
Gurl: not so well.. how did he take it?
BFF: not so well =/
Gurl: I see that him &I are in the same postion.

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• um.. soccer has really consumed my life.
• its been an interesting past couple of weeks.
• nothing reallly else to say.
• haha my sister thought i was "talking" to richard. hahaha wow.
• umm... help.

*no one coments on this anymore.
*juust been hanging with: megan,john,shelby,clo,david,chris,clay,&marco.
*I miss it.
*I need a Cali trip right now.
*I miss you three!!

mmmm.. its been a while.

• i dont feel like a 'real' update but umm. I have just been playing&practicing soccer almost ever day. & then hanging with shelby&megg. lots of fun.
• We went boating.
• Lots of scrimmages.
• Clo's party [which was actually fun]
• FIRST day of HS!! haha it's as fun being a freashie.

• Yesterday::
  Soccer Scrimage [we won]-Then hung with shelby&megg-stayed up till 4.
• Today::
  Woke up at 12:05-Went to get my sched. changed.- came home&slept-went to another soccer schrimage [we won again]-wentto Don Poncho. haha it was sooo much fun.-went back to shelbys& watched Eye for an Eye. ahh thats a weird movie.-came home& talked to ash.

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( thanks & sorrys. )

yea, so its over..
I guess I should trust better...
Dont I feel like an idiot.
Gah, i cant belive i went through this when i was warned.

FAIR WARNING::
GUYS DO LIE.

Man, i wish i would have listend.

&& another thing, if you make a promise..
KEEP IT.