A peek inside my head *words that I needed to get out*
Lately...I've been curious...about how important I am in other people's lives.
I don't feel very important. Not in the least. I mean, I have people I call friends. Some I treat even as best friends. But, if I were to die today, how many of these people would truly miss me? How many of them would even remember me years down the road? I feel utterly ( Read more... )
I don't feel very important. Not in the least. I mean, I have people I call friends. Some I treat even as best friends. But, if I were to die today, how many of these people would truly miss me? How many of them would even remember me years down the road? I feel utterly ( Read more... )
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As I was reading this, I thought how much I could relate to you.
I'm suffering like almost all of the things you've mentioned and I also have no idea if all my friends are being real to me just that I also have a very small number of which I can truly say who would be willing to spend time to someone as worthless as me and I also have this friend who understands me so much but already lives in another country so it makes it harder but it's so awesome at times too, on how she can make me feel like she's just beside me though when I get out of our house, I'd then have to face everything by myself again. /sad part. :))
I also admit that jpop and kpop has been my way out from all the horrors of my life. :P
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And they still almost apply to me today. After all that yelling I did at myself, I still got no where. lol
And hello, nice to meet you.
Yes, Sehun <3 I love this kid. Can I assume you're an EXO fan as well? :D
Yes, I'm beginning to see who my real friends are, even if they are a small bunch. It's alright though, that it's small. As long as we can trust them, right? But yes, facing all of this alone is hard to do. :[
Jpop and Kpop are good for that XD I've found a great place to escape to, lol. They've helped so much <3
:D I know very few Kpop fans here, do you mind if we become Kpop friends? And Jpop friends?
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I know the feeling too. I know there are people who I can talk to...but I don't want them to feel burdened with my problems. That and sometimes my problems don't feel like they're worth sharing XD;;
And it's alright ^^ I am mostly on Facebook myself. I only come on here sometimes to check for updates in communities, but I hardly ever update myself, lol
:D Can we become facebook friends? X3
If that's okay with you that is, lol.
If you do decide my facebook is:
https://www.facebook.com/rurounibabe
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