Im changing baby, i am i am. I feel like a new man. I get a high out of not doing it. Im born, again.

If your a close friend or you just consider your self an freind, im sorry. Ive been isolating myself from alot of people, people who i care about. The past couple of months have been some of the worse, since i can remember. About a week ago i realized i hit(as a mental state)"rock bottom". My parents were worried and took me to a physiologist, he ( Read more... )

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January 1 morning i woke up, scratched my head and i relized it was 2006. Im not excited that im in another year, im not much for new things. Today i got a taro reading, it was strange, but i think i might of got few good ways to look at life in a better light. I do things, i shouldent do, to kill time, so another year doesnt look too appetizing. I ( Read more... )

I found a way to trick myself into being happy, maybe im looney but it works. CHRISTmas was more than great. I've got a couple of good friends and im completly happy with those people. Christmas break was way to short, but its been great. I'll never be an asshole again. I just try to be as nice as possible. Ive had a good good night, Punched a ( Read more... )

I know it seems like i always post when i feel like shit. Well thats the case again. Sundays are the worst day of the week. Im not sure, it could be the combination of it being Overcast, rainy or because another one of my cats dieing. I wish the people around me would stop leaving me out of things and/or making me have to call them because their ( Read more... )

I got a new job.
Another grocery store.
Southern Family Market, also know as brunos.
I think i might be going through my mid-life crisis.
I might just need something new to happen.
I cant stand my own mind anymore.
I've never been such a "moody" person.
I think it might get better.
Who knows.
Walk the line tomarrow.

Sarah and Derek are SOME of the people i ( Read more... )

Last night, i felt like a black bean in a bowl of white rice.

Andy Warhol enjoyed, Tomato soup, cars, Ice cream cones, legs, Marlyn Monroe, flowers, life Savers, Jakie Kennedy, Guns, and bob dylan.

Tonight was a good night.
I like being there.
Its good.
Its good.
Erica your great.
Hey, derek you too.
Courtney and luke also.
Fall break has been mediocre.
It's not one big party.
I get to go to the zoo though.
I'f everything falls through.
see you later