Yeah yeah.
Blah blah.

I typed a page or so but that's pretty much what it said.

I'm not here
this isn't happening.....
I'm not here....
I'm not
here.....

If I had three wishes they would go like this-
1. Know every bad thing that was said about me behind my back
2.A big fucking gun
3.A pack of cigarettes

Yeah just like that. What I wouldn't give to know what has been said.
I wonder if anyone would be safe.....even my closest friends.

Talked to an old friend today...she was at the beach. Ironically while sitting back and thinking about shit I realized she may have been the one that helped contribute to the shitstorm that was summer/fall 2008. But she seems to be the only sane one out of the lot. Grown ups let things go kiddies.
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I wish I had the guts....the will.....the balls.....to kill every one of you motherfuckers.
Slowly.
Personally.
I mean......its insane how much I'd give for that.
Well..... maybe someday I will be pushed past the point of no return by something horrible.
I hope so.

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I have found the love of my life.

this weekend.
we dance.

56 hours awake.

Lookin' back on the track for a little green bag
Got to find just a kind or losin' my mind
Outside in the night, outside in the day
Lookin' back on the track gonna do it my way
Lookin' back on the track for a little little green bag
Got to find just a kind or losin' my mind
Lookin' for some happiness
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violence IS the answer.