One things for sure I’m definitely getting older. I’m grateful to have made it to this point to this age. The world went through a pandemic which has been pretty crazy. Maryland Pump N Tank shut down. I was the project manager there and I finally had enough and I quit just like everyone else before me had. 30 days later they close the doors. Elijah ( Read more... )

So idk how long it’s been since I posted on here but man life is just still hard. I been trying to follow god will and trying to hear from him. Idk what I keep doing so wrong. At this point I have no friends that I can rely on and the only person I think I can is my mom. I have 3 sons now. My youngest is Aiden. He is 1.5 years old. His mom is a ( Read more... )

Well another year down. It’s been another hard year. I had a baby with Tyesha brown this year , his name is Aiden. He was born on feb 25. Elijah n Damien are getting big. I don’t see them much. Their mother does everything she can to make my life a living hell. I really do hate her now. She has become such an evil person. I won’t be surprised when ( Read more... )

Man, things have changed so much as they always do. I am almost divorced. Candice has cheated on me, lied, disrespected me in every way possible. I just spent six months I jail, because she wanted to lie. She is just a really evil person. I missed Christmas Elijah's birthday... my life has fell apart. Everything I have worked for... I was happy ( Read more... )

30 yrs old today. Married still..... 3 kids two dogs 3 cars a house. A career. Life has been good to me.biggest lesson I have learned so far. Trust in god. Its hard at times. But there is a plan, a reason for all of this. Good life today. Thank u father.

Its 2015 and I'm going to be thirty this year.. candice and I broke up. She left me for a while, tried to divorce me. This past spring we got back together. Well is been about 9 months and we just bought a house in Jefferson pa. We are still fighting often so I worry about where we are headed. The kids are healthy and happy. We have two dogs ( Read more... )

Another yr down and life still moving on. I have a pretty good job now, the money isn't horrible. Still married to candice (for now). We had another. Son back in may. His name is Damien. Damien and his brother Elijah. They make my world go round. Today wasn't a great day, so I'm not in the greatest mood. But as far as life goes thing aren't too bad ( Read more... )

I m twenty six years old now. I have a seven month old son, im married. Life is completely different then it used to be when I would make the entried into this journal. I dont know what it is that has changed about me but I thnk I just want different things with my life and now I know how to get them. I have grown up alot. lol. It is crazy how ( Read more... )

Its the end of the year. And man what a year it has been. One thing right after the other as usual. I can`t say this year has been a good year. But it hasnt been all bad. This year has gone by so fast a hardly even realised it had pasted. I`m really hoping that 2009 will be a more productive year. I`m hoping this will be the first year of my life ( Read more... )

another late night, no sleep with no light ( Read more... )