Most of the time I do my best to just keep trucking along. But sometimes I have a hard time keeping it together. I was sitting on the couch this afternoon and I just lost it and started crying. I was trying to not upset everyone else in the house, so I covered my face and tried to be quiet. Eventually B asked what was up and I said I was just so ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a horrible migraine. And of course I didn't think before my parents left the country to get some migraine meds and syringes from them. So I spent all day in my room in the dark curled up with blankets drugged up on pain meds with my head wrapped in an ice pack. B was so sweet when he got up he brought me a fresh ice pack ( Read more... )

I'm fighting off a stupid chest infection cold thing.And B stayed home from work for the night to let his poor jaw heal up some more. He's slept a lot this weekend. I'm glad he was able to rest up after going through having your jaw worked on for hours. He said his nose is still really sore. I'm surprised he doesn't have black eyes. His face was ( Read more... )

B has been having tooth pain for a while and his front two teeth were broken. I was really worried he was going to get an infection. Well he woke me up early this morning and said he was going to the dentist because his gums had swelled up in the front. I was like yes please go! He was gone for four hours and I figured that couldn't be a good sign ( Read more... )

Tonight I was putting together a cart and a bin caddy that spins around that B had gotten me at a sale today, when my phone beeped. It was my friend sending a text that said, "I think we should talk." I really thought about not answering. But when the same situation happened to some mutual friends of ours and one of them threw away a decade long ( Read more... )

My cousins funeral is back on for this Sunday. I didn't ask for details of what is going down, just said I would pick up my niece the night before and drop her off at my parents, and then we would all carpool together on Saturday. B gave me attitude about picking up my niece and before I could loose my shit I think he realized that it wasn't cool ( Read more... )

I found out today from my mom that my cousins funeral was cancelled. Apparently it's because his wife and my aunt and my other cousins wife are all fighting. They've been fighting on and off for the last decade and I'm so sick of it. I think partially it's because my aunt wants to run the show and just does whatever she wants. She's the typical ( Read more... )

Some days you wake up and life seems okay. I figured I'd work on a doll, maybe do a bit of painting, some laundry. Just another day. Then about 11am my phone rings and it's my mom. In an instant life changed. I could hear in her voice that something was wrong. She could barely speak and said in a really quiet voice,"I-I have some bad news." I knew ( Read more... )

I have had a horrible headache all day, so I've gotten not much done but mailed off a vinyl toy and a doll to the gallery in San Diego for the show in 11 days. I'm glad that was done at least so no more worrying about it. I did bid on some old violins on ebay and won, so I'm looking forward to having them to work on. They are all old and broken, so ( Read more... )

I am so tired and sore, but we had a really nice weekend. We headed down to Long Beach with no concrete plans of what we were going to do. B had mentioned a lot of different things, but wouldn't commit to anything. I didn't realize he had some evil plan in store. It was pretty much a spoil my wife rotten weekend ( Read more... )