im a fucking joke

you knew i wouldnt stay away for long.

i have a new journal girl_someday. add it.

im adding you guys, so just add me back.

♥

85% of the time, im excruciatingly unhappy, i have short sharp bursts of 'happiness', and then i resume being the kind of pessimistic, emotional, whiney person who you always hate in movies ( Read more... )

tsunami bomb are playing in london in june. yes. ok wow.

it really annoys me that jamie says things like this:

any one for a scavenger hunt just tell me says:
yea me and mike hate them(not regarding tsunami bomb of course ( Read more... )

so i finally told some one ( Read more... )

JOIN ska_uk NOW

so yesterday i went to micheals house, i gave him the mcfly single <3. we are going to go see mcfly oneday, and you will all be so jealous.
we also watched kill bill, and then hung out in his room and listened to: alkaline trio, frenzal rhomb and suburban legends <33 ( Read more... )

i think i flat out lied before,

-i dont feel happy anymore, i feel sick. i almost just cried at work. !why?

sometimes i think im expect too much, i think im afraid of happiness. why i cant i be normal &!be happy about happy things.

[ignore this post]!

"aw, i keep wanting to hug you more and more and more! xx"-how cute can one boy be ( Read more... )

i just had the nicest phone conversation, it was one of those conversations that is sweet/funny/sad/exciting...etc. it made me smilex89759765. i go away thinking to myself "amazing, he's just amazing" im sorry, i dont know how i can be this happy. dont think i'll be seeing him this weekend, but i know i'll see him soon, and even if i dont see him ( Read more... )

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i cant believe that this time in three weeks, mike and i will be sat first in line outside the london astoria. mike will have just arrived with out burger king, and i'll have been sitting there since 10 this morning. in 20 minutes the doors are going to open and then we'll see new found glorytwo days before this i'm seeing thursday, its sad cos my ( Read more... )