I did my nails yesterday. Now that I'm taking vitamines my nails are stronger than they've been in ages, so they're not chipping and breaking but actually growing! I like short and tidy nails, but it's nice that they're long enough to do something with them. So while I was watching Messiah and  A patch of blue I spent some good hours polishing my ( Read more... )

Yes! I woke up with cramps! Lovely! I'm gonna skip doing laundry today, I feel like vomiting. Besides I don't have that much dirty laundry anyway, and, I don't feel like going outside in case anyone sees me. My skin looks horrible, and I don't feel like putting on make-up just to go to the laundry room, but I don't feel comfortable enough to go out ( Read more... )

Man, I just love PMS! Moodswings, depression and soon to come, pain! Isn't it just great to be a woman!? Isn't it just great that even the smallest comment can tilt your entire world and make the rest of your day suck, even though you know you're right? Isn't it wonderful that things left unsaid days ago will make you doubt your entire ability as a ( Read more... )

Hi kids, do you like violence?

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I have no idea where that came from...

Anyways, two weeks or so ago I submitted an icon to an icontest, just for shits and giggles. I don't really think it's that good, I just felt like trying it out. And today I discovered (I'm new to this) that I can see how many votes each icon got after voting (I wasn't around to ( Read more... )

1. What does your Livejournal name mean?

Some years ago I needed an internet alias and I wanted something unisex that would work internationally and be silly, since I'm a silly person. So Rutger is a silly male name and Berit is a silly female name. Tada!

2. Elaborate on your default photo?

Ministry of silly walks! Need I say more!? I love Monty ( Read more... )

Argh! Damn all viruses and bacterias and what not! >_<

I've been sick all weekend with a fever and bad cough. I'm planning on going to school tomorrow though. The plan was that Ann-Sofie, Michele and I were going to watch 2 Dracula movies in the morning, have lunch, meet up with the other half of the group for our first guidance in the afternoon, ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. rutgerberit  
2. rutger
3. rut

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. rutgerberit
2. and a few for my
3. dirty pirate habbits...

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm open minded
2. I'm quite good at analytical thinking
3. I'm generous

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm very self centered
2. I have a tendency to ( Read more... )

herr doctor for making me wait another fortnight. I don't know whether it's the recognition that I'm not well that's making it worse, that I'm maybe letting go, 'cause I feel like crap. Some fun and exciting news is that for the past weeks anxiety's been really catching up on me. I try not to let it get to me but it gets harder by the day. And ( Read more... )

When I was a kid, I wanted to be a Franciscan monk. But I wasn't male and I didn't believe in god. Sometimes I imagine that if I were religious and less complicated I might have decided do become a nun.

So today was a rather empty day. A bit sad. A bit angsty. I'm not at all looking forward tomorrows presentation. I worry about what the curator ( Read more... )

I went out last night. Marie had her birthday last week, so yesterday she invited some people over for cake and asked me to come. As usual I felt hesitant but decided to put my angst aside and go. Besides me there were five other girls from the class and they seemed to be happy to have me there too, Lovisa even said it to my face when she arrived ( ( Read more... )