i am changing my major to printmaking if everything works out for me in the next few days.
this is what i need to do with myself and i am so so so excited about it, even more so now that i know that both parents are behind me on this.
home next tuesday, aaaah!

broken phone.
dorm probation (for $5 port that didnt even belong to me)
uuugh shitass.
at least last weekend was nice.
11:30 PM- Columbia
5:00 AM - NYU
2:15 PM - Pratt Institute
oof now my sleeping schedule is all out of wack and no more risky activities in my room. i have to watch my back now. FUCK THAT.

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i feel like MDF shavings trail behind me.
my right hand is numb from carving so much today.
1ish out of 8 self portraits finished ... animal gestures.

2:00 AM - buh bye boston.
5:20 AM - hello chinatown.
7:00 AM - hello pratt.
im broke and i dont want to tell daddy that.
fuck nyc being so expensive.
...
everything i listen to falls short of YS, i cant stop listening to it. oh joanna.

seeing joanna newsome live was the most beautiful experience of my life.

it feels like i have been in the city for ages now, i kind of love it here, pratt not as much, but i am happy because i get to do things that i love instead of being stuck with color-aid. i just want to make prints, i just want to push my ideas in as many ways as i possibly can. so many prints of dead birds, so many things i can do with them ( Read more... )

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i think im going crazy.
my days are endlessly devoted to making prints of birds and embroidery projects, with excessive amounts of coffee.
i avoid all other work and listen to joanna newsom because all i can think about is feather and vellum and books.
just wait till i start making woodcuts. i know from that point on there will be no turning back

im so burnt out on art history ( Read more... )