i'm sick of being lied to....i'm sick of being so stupid and believing THE PEOPLE I TRUST!!!!!!!!!!??????? well...i don't want to become a cynical bitch...but i guess i have to because most of the people i trust lie to me all the time. I don't even know who they are anymore ( Read more... )

I am so excited for crystal now!....i wasn't before but now that i have a dress to wear i am really happy and excited!...

YAY...now i need to find a date...that's the down fall...oh well if i can't find a date, i can just get my money back...so there is an up side to all of this, YAY....super!

haha

<3

i hate drama...apparently i like it!

say who...the smartest person ever!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you suck!

words from me.....

who ever freaking, killed my aunt is a fucker and no one likes you!

i am pissed scared annoyed and really sad all at the same time!...

this week sucked!

RIP aunt Margaret <3

close up people come home tomorrow...yay i'm so excited ( Read more... )

i am excited about giving blood tomorrow!

i am also excited about having only 2 days left of school and then going to visit Becca on Wednesday!

i wish i went on close up!

I am so happy right now....because i finally had a breakthrough with my sad period!...i was thinking about everything that i didn't have rather than think about everything that i do have!..this morning when i woke up i had a talk with God...prayer if you will. well i was talking about how i needed help with my heart because my heart was bitter and ( Read more... )

i aint sayin' she's gold digger..................that song has been stuck in my head for A LOOOONNNGGGG TIME!

i can not believe it!!!!...i saw him tonight, yikes it was MAD awkward i didn't say hi because he was with a girl and it would just be weird...yeah of all places THAYER ST. you can't avoid it!...hahaha yeah and in rockstar omg we went in to get emma a new nose ring and 10 minuted later he walks in...AAAAHHH he ignored me the whole time but i think ( Read more... )

why am i so slow at getting over boys...i don't physically cry anymore but when i think about him i get really really sad and then start to think about all the times we shared and how much he made me laugh etc. i hate this...last night i almost cried again for the first time in a few weeks. I really wish i had someone new so i can put all of this ( Read more... )