Okay so I just looked up my name in Google. I do that every once in a while. And guess what! It had all my livejournal entries!! That is SO not cool! I thought it was only for Phlu and Linders to see! I don't really mind people seeing the Ethan stuff :-) But the stuff from the past couple years I'm gonna go ahead and delete.

Hope all is well with

YAY I get to see Phlu, Linda, Brooke and Jennie today :-) BOY that makes me happy! I miss them so much. My new situation in life is pretty wonderful, but its so nice to stop the rapid changes even if just for a few hours and just enjoy my friends.

Well, as Linda has happily told the world, she is my maid of honor for my wedding :-)

I went to a ( Read more... )

As Phlu said in an earlier blog, all the residents at Chapel Center have been kicked out. I am very very glad to have that part of my life behind me. Not the friends part, since I am going to have them for the rest of my life ... but the controlling part ... to put it simply: I NEVER HAVE TO GO TO CHAPEL AGAIN!!! WOO HOO!! I can do what I WANT on ( Read more... )

Oh yes. That's right.

I get home from lunch with Phlu and what is on the table? That's right. A BEAUTIFUL bouquet of daisies. He knows they're my favorites :-) It was delivered by Temple Terrace Florist I guess, but there was a note from him that said, "You make me happy."

Le Siiiiiiigghhhh.

Its 3:30am so I want to get to bed now, but I HAVE to ask it: Who knew? I mean, being with Ethan today and holding his hand for the first time today and just laying on the couch together .... who knew there was another stage of giddiness where it's no longer the pitter-pat of my heart and excitement, etc. but is now much calmer, breathless, heart- ( Read more... )

I mentioned my insecurities in my last blog. They showed up pretty badly today. I think things were too perfect. He was too perfect. He said the most perfect things. He smiled at all the most perfect times. He touched my hair perfectly. He laughed perfectly. And perfect things just don't happen to me. Or maybe they just haven't happened yet, until ( Read more... )

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... can't get much closer without running into it.

Ethan left the house at about 4:30am. It's 6:01am now. I just couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about him. And I have to be awake in five hours to go out with him again! I just want to stay up so that he'll come as quickly as possible. I absolutely adore talking to him, looking at him, seeing him ( Read more... )

SOOOO just got off the phone with Mr. Hobbs. And boy its nice to talk to him. He's so cute and sweet and he just makes me smile ( Read more... )

Well, I did something kinda stupid last night. I went to bed thinking of Ethan so that I would think of him. That usually doesn't work, but it did last night. I also dreamed of his sister, Sarah, because I had looked at her myspace page before going to bed. I don't have any idea what the dream was about, but it made me wake up really sad ( Read more... )