Everyone in life has a period when everything seems to be going shitty and life just fuckin sucks. But When is it time to say enough is enough ? I am so tired of all dwelling thats been going on in my life and just deal with it and move on. Ive worked really hard to get where i am and now i feel im not doing enough to feel that satifaction at all ( Read more... )

Since ive moved to the big city i found that it is extremely hard to find trust worthy friend let alone even people you just give a fake smile to. when you live in a city like new york all by yourself , you kind of look for a friend or friends to kind of be your second family ; but in this city its not the case. people you think are your will end ( Read more... )

I didnt even know i still had livejournal and was shock to see all those old journal entries and just could'nt help but laugh. My life has changed so much through the year and ive grown so much. I now live in New York and go to school. I would have to say its one of the best experience i have because i just love it and it just feels like home. ( Read more... )

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ive been working like crazy and i dont know how much i can take :( i think i am going to quiet my second job after my next check so i can fianally get my ipod. lol but anyway im really fucking tired so good night !


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working two jobs is really getting to me and i am really tired. i work one job from 8:30 to 4:30 five days a week and the other 5 to cl three days a week. i really dont know what i am doing right far as a setting a goal up but i am so tired . maybe i just need some rest and just refocus myself because i am so scatter brained right now. ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile since i wrote anything, but nothings really been going on which is good because i dont want drama right now. im tryin to find inner peace lately and im doing good with it but im not perfect and sometime let the small stuff get to me. fact of the matter is i just want to be happy and im kinda stressed out dont know why but i ( Read more... )

i dont know where my digital camera is ! :(

Why do I Fall in love with straight men ?

but can you call anyone straight now and days ?

My mother is a fucking loser !