wow so just a second ago the people above me and jay got in a huge fight.. someone started pounding on the door and all i could hear was yelling.. then they were outside and i cracked open my door so i could hear them clearly.. and the girl was like "im pressing charges for harassing me" and the guy was like YOUR HARASSING ME. Then they both went ( Read more... )

christmas went.. well not so smoothly but whatever. i got all i wanted and more. me and jay have been fighting SO much latley and its making me crazy. today is the first day we havent fought in a while. I bought some pot the other day and smoked it all in one day and got completley blazed it was nice. too bad i smoked it all because now i have no ( Read more... )

i hate christmas.

Please do not feed the: elephants ( Read more... )

My christmas present to myself:

SKYDIVING TOMORROW MORNING.

yayyy i cant wait

I love my new place! Jay and I moved into The Lodge at Warner Ranch last wenesday.. one bedroom with 2 patios, a jacuzzi tub, 2 sinks in the bathroom, and a HUGE walk in closet that i love except most of it is taken up by JAYS clothes. pretty sad when your boyfriend has three times as much clothes as you. we got a dark brown leather couch yesterday ( Read more... )

my phone dropped on the floor and broke into 3 pieces. i got a new phone but i lost all my numbers. leave your number and ill screen the comments.

<3 rach

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Write 20 random facts about yourself and then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged, it's your turn ( Read more... )

i literally cant stop crying. i feel like half of me is gone, and i cant function normally with that half gone. he says he will prove to me things will change. i know deep down i want to believe but i feel they wont. how can someone completly change who they have become? i just dont know everything has changed in a matter of days. my entire lifes ( Read more... )