sunday, i left jay for good.

yesterday, i found out he has been getting girl(s)? numbers while we were together. His mom told me.

today, i cant breathe.

ACL was amazing, free 3 day pass... smoked the best kb all day long yesterday and and and and coldplay blew me awayyy and Katie was right next to me and we were both dancing in our chairs and dying of DUST cancer and being high as fuck. I still cant breathe, and it reached a recored of 108 degrees yesterday in the shade, and all three days together ( Read more... )

This isnt a cheerful entry so if you not in the mood to read it, dont ( Read more... )

Ok last night i had a crazy fucking dream and it was soooo vividly real and i woke up and hit jay on the arm because i wasnt fully aware that my dream wasnt really happening and Jay was like what the hell?? what are you doing? and it took me a good 5 minutes to realize that i was dreaming but it was so real i started bawling because i felt like it ( Read more... )

WHAT a day today has been!!! 11:00 am this morning i was jumping out of a plane at 13,000 feet. It was SO FUCKING AWESOME and i want to go again sooooooo fucking bad. I cant even decribe the feeling to anyone, because its nothing you have felt ever before unless youve done it. One thing that really suprised me... is while flying up in the tiny ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the day i skydive!

Name 3 Bad Habits You Have ( Read more... )

I FINALLY started lifeguarding yesterday! Im not set at working at one pool im still getting moved around but it is the best job. you get paid 8.50 an hour to SIT ON YOUR ASS and watch people swim. Oh and get a tan. But in case of an emergency im glad i actually know what to do. But yay im really excited i love my job and look forward to working ( Read more... )

first off i want to say HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY to my poopy! I love you so much! now for my news.. The trip to Ft. Lauderdale was completley boring and sooo humid. It was pouring a whopping 6 days out of the 7 we were there and the condo was tiny and smelled funny. I guess not too bad for free but i would of enjoyed our condo in Navarre wayyyy more. ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since i wrote, so i have alot to say. Me and Jay are doing really great right now and im so happy about that. I love him more and more everyday and i still cant believe weve been together for almost 5 years now. As for him, hes been playing at a lot of country bars latley to get some exposure. I really think his voice has ( Read more... )