At this very moment i have realized that i am very disappointing. Not only to my family but to myself. I havent gotten a job yet and have been donating plasma to get by.. which is stupid of me when i could just get a job. I just feel like a piece of shit because when i try to make one person happy i disappoint everyone else. and when i try to make ( Read more... )

today i donated plasma for the first time! it wasnt bad at all. Today i got 15$, then thursday ill get 20, then 25 then 30. Then it goes back to 15 after that and balh blah blah its confusing. But hey ill be getting like 150 a month! I think i see shopping in my near future. : ) I also finally got a tanning membership for 3 months so NO more whitey ( Read more... )

Happy late Easter! Mine went good i spent it with my family, friends and Jay and we ate quiche and my dads apple pie which is the best thing in the world! Friday night i drank a bottle and a half of wine and had alot of fun just hangin around with Jay and Cory. Me and Jay have been getting along so great latley and im very thankful for that. I was ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

Sorry you're not here ( Read more... )

So far this week is going good. I started work yesterday and it went good except i was running around like a chicken with my head cut off because there is so much to remember!! Ill get it down though. Im just glad i'm making my own money and can actually buy some damn pot ( Read more... )

the past 2 1/2 days i have been sick with the flu, and man am i miserable. I had to call in to work on Tuesday (my first day) because there was no way i would be able to function. Im so bored and have been laying around all day but when i try to do something i feel nasueas and dizzy and end up running to the bathroom. I have work tomorrow at 3.. ( Read more... )

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this past weekend was so great. I was reluctant to go to Round Rock again, because of things i said in the last entry, but decided to take one last chance and see if he would hold to what he said. it was the best weekend ever. Jay and me went on a date Saturday night because he wont be home for valentines day. We went to the cheesecake factory but ( Read more... )

latley i have been very stressed with my money situation. Ive been looking for a job but havent heard back from anyone yet. Today im going to go back to a few plaecs that said they were going to hire me.. but havent called ( Read more... )