Lately I do too much of EVERYTHING. Listen to music, read books, twist my mind into circles of ponderous regret.... At least I am making friends here, and passing the time quietly. I think things will work out, and be better in the future. After August 22nd, that is ( Read more... )

What really is the point of having a bunch of people be on this earth? So if you believe in God, why the hell did he want to create people if he knew they would betray him anyways. And if you believe in evolution, okay I don't have a point for evolution, I don't get that evolving from monkeys or fish thing.... it's creepy. And all those other ( Read more... )

Deep in the heart of night ( Read more... )

Dear Everyone,

Everything your saying is right. I can't write 100 disclaimers, so this is easier.

Signed,

Me

Back to the journal.

I'm tired and depressed again. I hate being a teenager.

you know what would make me smile a little? a "Free RAMW" campaign. people did it for mitneck.

Here is a list of things I am afraid of.

The ones in bold scare me.

( Phobia list )

thank the Goddess that things are finally slowing down ( Read more... )

the days are winding down towards IT...blah...I'm apathetic and bored today. and yesterday. and. and ( Read more... )

To all the people who lovingly take care of me at Lemon Creek.

Blessed be thy children. You're nicer to me so far than any other role model has been.

i wrote but the lj was read only and didn't work. I have very little computer time so I cannot redo that post ( Read more... )