Sigh. Time to leave well enough alone. I am going to filter comments if you write more.

sigh. You know, I think there is a lesson to be learned somewhere in the trite, happy little sayings that exist. You know, the ones that people fucking shove down your throat, day in, and day out. "It'll get better." "Just keep waiting ( Read more... )

life is pretty weird. One minute, you're nobody. The next, you can't get people away from you. then, after time, you're nobody again.

i just need to crawl into my shell for a while.

i am all nerves and contradictions right now. excitement and anxiety. hopeful and without focus ( Read more... )

I stayed inside all day today. things are so restricted, I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Oh jesus the last month has been hell. I only have like 5 minutes here to post anything....just wanted to let everyone know I'm ok and think I'll be out soon. School is screwed, and my life is upside down. I regret so much. No more chior for me i think.

Thanks for all your support.

Just to let everyone know, my mother was murdered

I won't have computer acess until the weekend or so because the police took my computer to go through the hard drive. I thank everyone for their thoughts and e-mails, I hope to talk to you when I get my computer back.

Well back from anchorage and it was an okay trip. I got kinda sick but oh well

Did shopping, played v-ball (got 5th, bah), and that's about it. Not much to tell, well I got these incredibly awesome boots that go up to my knees, I absolutely love them. will post pic later

yes everybody it's an update! *everyone dies of shock ( Read more... )

Ever feel completely alone? All the people who you care about and you thought cared about you just leave and you're....just alone...nobody to connect with, nobody to comfort you when you find out you might die, nobody...nothing ( Read more... )