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I'll go hunting for witches...
So, It's been like a year since I last logged on to this thing, so I figured I'd pay it a visit.
I'm gonna be going through stuff and probably changing up the layout a bit, and try to start actually using this account for something. XD -
Prayer
“Lord on high,
Please look down upon this earth with gentle eyes.
Please look at the suffering of your children, and do not turn away.
Be strong, God, in the face of so much doubt and turmoil.
Hear the hymns we sing in jubilee, not the prayers we offer in melancholy.
Answer those with hope and need in their hearts, and ignore
Those who pray ( Read more... ) -
atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba/ kitto soba ni ite ageru, donna toki mo
So I got a haircut yesterday. It kinda failed ( Read more... ) -
Why So Serious?
My books came in today! Yaaay!
I can actually get into them, too, which has been a problem for a while. Ahhh, romantic Sci-Fi.
I also got new shoes- some nice flats from Blowfish (A strange name, but they specialize in wacky fabric usage with snaps. Original, ne?) And some black pumps with like a three-inch heel. They’re matte, but they’re cute. ( Read more... ) -
News From Florida
I’m tired, so I’ll make this kinda short.
Got into Florida today, and already managed to sunburn myself majorly on my arms, back, and the backs of my knees (you know, that soft skin that’s SUPPOSED to bend without kinda crinkling? XD)
I watched Enchanted with Grandma and Mom. They’d never seen it! I was aghast. So I went to buy the soundtrack, and ( Read more... ) -
Serzone fun
Serzone is the other medication that they're going to put me on. It sounds rather dangerous. Lots of liver failure, and my liver seems ultra sensitive since I took my little jog down OD lane. -_-; No wonder the combo isn't freaking FDA approved. Yet this does not phase me. It all will be what it will be, I guess.
On another note I'm SICK OF THE ( Read more... ) -
/So leave me at the roadside/and hang me up and out to dry/
So, I really dont know what to say so this won't be very long. More of the same. More mother, me and pills. Lots of pills. And sleeping constantly. I'm living in a hotel this week. Dreaming things and thinking they're real. Wishing I was someone else with friends who I don't push away and people eho seek out my company even when I'm a depressed ( Read more... ) -
/It's no surprise to me/I am my own worst enemy/
So, Here's the lowdown:
I've sunken into a seemingly "intractable" depression, which means no crazy mood swings but a steady vibe of "life, the universe and I all suck. People suck. Let's sleep all day."
My meds are officially failing. My psychiatrist is really invested in my case, which is good, but everytime I don't respond to treatment I feel like ( Read more... ) -
Hey Baby, Can You Bleed Like Me? Come on Baby, Can You Bleed Like Me...
If I took a razor to my hip right now, would everything make sense again ( Read more... )