OMFG im in such a unstable super emo mood today fucking yesterday this one guy had hella bud and he wouldnt smoke even around me like he wouldnt smoke if i was even in the room and its like wtf...so like i ask everyone why he doesnt like me cause ive known him for like 4 years and ive never done anything to him and they said he said i was annoying ( Read more... )

o0o yeah im back on LJ just cause i missed it so much plus since jessica is moving back to her hometown i gotta keep in touch with her =D

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wow yesterday had to be the worst day ever...im trying not to let it get to me though....even though i lost all my friends besides trey jessica im trying to think positive like i still have friends i just dont know where they are....LOLLIPOP LOVE IS TONIGHT in gonna get more fucked up than last night and last night was good i convinced myself that ( Read more... )

the last few days have been pretty good just hella tierd the other day i went to the reliant k concert and it was awesome i got kicked in the face and got a whole 1 hour of sleep before work the next day. yesterday was fun too i was hanging out with trey and lyne and we got hella drunk with class(bacardi gold and bud in the bottle) it was seriously ( Read more... )

i havent wrote latly cause i got a job and omg im tierd all the time.....im tierd right now but just cause my girlfriend has been here all day.....i gotta work tomarrow but i wanna get drunk.....i wish i was drunk now....im outta bud =(....i get paid friday=)....reliant k is coming monday and im soo going!!!FALL OUT BOY IS COMING TO RENO ( Read more... )

yeah i just did my first private journal and its sorta kool i guess to know that i have something for myself yeah im not feeling like i give a fuck about anything today so yeah ....it was sorta kool though i went to the mall and dinner with (the crew) yeah im gonna go now cause i dont feel like doing shit right now...think immo call jessica

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OKAY SO IN THE PAST V-DAY HAS BEEN REALLY CRAPPY BUT TODAY JUST TOPS THE ALL COMPLETLY ( Read more... )

wow im so going crazy today quiting smoking is not for me....yeah i dont know how to feel right now cause on myspace i got this one chick added to my friends and like i havent seen her for like 5 years and before she like disappeared and moved we were so supposed to go out so i think its sorta gonna be awkward but omg she is so kool i guess she is ( Read more... )

okay so i finally had a fun day...i hung out with my way kool grandma and then i went and watch movies with my koolest buddy ever...and we got raped by the western wind while waiting for my dad!the wind didnt want jessica or me it wanted us both at once and damn it can blow good and hard lol. and damn im outa cereal cause i just ate my whole box =(

today was SOO boring u have no clue.....i havent even left my house yet. the only kool thing was i got to talk to my sis in oklahoma and i got to talk to my friend who i havent heard from for like a month. its crazy my friend is like my lil sis and she lost her virginity yesterday and its just like gosh i cant believe were all growing up.i dont ( Read more... )