I can't wait to get out of here. I just can't stand work anymore. I am sick of being yelled and not being told what about and what I can do to fix it. I am so close to just snapping and doing something that I probably don't want to do. I want to leave and get away.

I figured that I could finally update this thing so at least a few people will be happy with that. So I am home now for the summer and that is going well. I am back working at Pick n Save. That is going ok. Lots of hours, which is always nice. Right now I am working about 53 hours a week. Not a lot of time for other things. I work and then ( Read more... )

Wow, ok lets see what I all did.... I Watched tv and read something for like 15 minutes. I also was able to accomplish all of this in my apartment. Which isn't too bad except when you are the only one there. I know I could have gone outside and done something (which is what I really wanted to, but what would I do) just I don't think anything by ( Read more... )

Finally back to writing in here. Who knows maybe I will keep up with this ( Read more... )

"I cannot take this anymore ( Read more... )

I am happy again :) Doing much better now.

I sleep not because I'm tired, but rather because that is what I have.

The shell is back and I don't know why

This is going to be quick because I should be studying for a test but anyways....I should be the happiest person because I have so many reasons to. Perfect example is any time I am with Tarah or any other friend also. But for some reason I am not. At least not at this exact moment and the only person that I blame is myself. It is the only ( Read more... )

First I want to start off by saying sorry about your Grandma Meghan. I do know how it feels to lose someone that you love very much. Hopefully I will be able to talk to you soon ( Read more... )