i'm losing all control.

i am happy...i just could be happier.
give me that chance...

if you could just come with me, this would be so much easier.

i've been able to control myself.
sometimes i just need help though.
last night was one of those nights.
i want to come home.
i need a hug.

what the fuck!
i have the worst ups and downs.

there's only one thing keeping me going....

arizona is absolutely amazing.  i love it here.  its not close enough to an ocean for me to stay though.  all ive done is chill out and do nothing and its absolutely amazing.  i needed to get away.  its helping in some ways but it isnt in others.  im not sure how to explain it.  ive had alot of time to think and ive been spending all my time with ( Read more... )

it sucks when you are totally wrong with something you want more than anything in the entire world.

( Read more... )

this is going to be so hard, but if it will help you get better, i'm all for it. 
i'll always be here.