should i be afraid?

it's been 20 days now.
i'm kinda irritable.
please bear with me.

so, my dad's been in the hospital for 12 days now and today when i went to see him, it was weird.  it was like he counldnt remember anything.  it was terrifying.  that amonong other things have put me in the most depressed mood in the world.  i don't know what to do. dgvsagdsf.

1)How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told YOU that THEY love you?
3

2)Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
who hasn't

3)Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
of course.

4)Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:
seriously who hasn't

5)Are you happier single or in a relationship?:
i like security

6) ( Read more... )

yeah....so....i got a tatoo...

it sure doesn't feel like a year.
i love her more than anything in the ENTIRE WORLD.

kissing you winter evening
I don't have the strength to say goodbye,
sat around and drank all day
knowing that tomorrow I'll be gone
and I'm so in love with you
and tonight when they played our song on the radio,
and tonight I felt everything I loved, 
you're the girl that I'm dreaming of
kissing you in winter morning 
thinking back to how it felt last ( Read more... )

100 Things You Might Not Know About Me..
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
my left eyebrow, my brother threw a rock at me.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
posters, pictures, a mirror, and a glass case

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
i think i just talk

4. MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Everything

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU ( Read more... )

no more sad/depressed posts. i'm done being a bum. it may be a little late, but i finally decided what i want to do in life. i already fucked up at northshore, so i'm gonna try and fix that. i'm going to get my grades up and try to go to wentworth and study to be an architect. this is going to take alot of work, so i'm asking you guys to bear ( Read more... )

i LOOOOVE wanting to punch my friends in the face.