(( Just so you all know...Im not leaving. I'm gonna stick by my journal and the characters I worked so hard to build a relationship with..like Stace and Erin. I am sorry that I've had two deaths and three births in my family and was on the verge of a breakdown..Im sorry that I had a life and couldn't get on the computer like all of you, while I ( Read more... )

At approximitely 8:23 PM on March 13,2003, I became the proud father of Ryan Earl Merriman JR. *smiles proudly* I have never experienced something more beautiful in my life. He is so perfect..a little bit of me and a little bit of her in one human being. Oh man...Im so proud of Stacie...I really am. I hate to go but I really need to go hold him

Where has everyone been lately? I have to admit that I shouldn't be saying a word...but I remember when I used to sit around at home and I'd have hundreds of people calling or visiting me, now there's no one. *shrugs* I don't know. Well, I got up for just that so I guess I will return to my bed.

Now don't have a heart attack *laughs*. Im back and better than ever. I figured it was about time that I update seeing as the last time I did was in September of last year. Well Im here so bring on the comments. I'll write soon. Love you Stace

Hello. Im alive. Stacie was in an accident the other day so thats why I havent update for a while. Thank god the baby was okay or Im not sure what wouldve happened. Ive been trying to take care of Stace as much as possible...not really letting her out of bed so shes basicallyon bed rest. Shes feeling better thats really good. Im makig dinner ( Read more... )

Your Pregnancy Profile
Baby's latest stats*
Estimated due date: March 22, 2003
Likely conceived on: June 15, 2002
Estimated age: Your baby is 65 days old.
Estimated weight: Approximately 0.14 ounces.
Estimated length: 0.9 to 1.2 inches long.

More information about your stage of pregnancy: You are in Week 9 of your

First off...I want to say Im sorry to two girls that know who they are...one of you for bringing you into this mess...the other...my only...for doing this to you ( Read more... )

Hi.. *grins*

OOC POST (( Im going away this week on a last vacation before summer is over...I will be back next monday so expect twice as many updates to make up for this week...try not to miss me too much...see you then ))

You know the feeling of guilt in the pit of your stomach that bothers you until you feel like you just might curl over and die...thats about how I feel now. I guess this is one of those posts where you sorta say what happened but you beat around the bush...never really coming out and saying what happened. I was gonna tell you what happened.. ( Read more... )