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The end of the insanity
I'm almost embarrassed to keep reading below this entry. Funny how much a person can grow up in a matter of months. Time is also a funny thing. I started this journal in memory of the late Greg Van Acker. My life took a few u-turns and now here i am in the military, and allison? hah... just told me well... she stopped the madness tonight. Where i ( Read more... ) -
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Though i dont write in this much, this will be the last one i write for a while. Things aren't goin great, more or less, "my way" rather. I'm off to St. Louis, and maybe i'll be happier than i am here. Katrina took my home. Not my house so much, but my home. Gulfport, MS has been my home, and when i drive the streets looking at whats left of it, i ( Read more... ) -
what the hell
wussup readers... if there are any anymore... just got back from st louis and... holy shit i never thought an ass could get numb in any other way than by getting ass raped. but that's neither here nor there. thanks for reading.
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my moods sure switch quickly huh?
heh... today was cool. hold on i have to pee ( Read more... ) -
yeehaw..
ONLY 5 MORE DAYS UNTIL I GET TO GO TO COURT AND PLEA NOT GUILTY!!! THEN... i get to wait for the 22nd of September to go in and defend myself from someone who desperately wants to ruin my life for some reason. Oh well. I was reading over Allison's and my notes last night and i just realized... we've always been in some sort of trouble. That's kinda ( Read more... ) -
same old shat...
i miss allison. i'm goin nuts. i love her. nothings changed. i love her more... i miss her more... and i ... hate my life. that's all for today check back with me tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
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i feel like shit... something happened that i can't say and i screwed up BADLY. All i can say is i'm a dumb ass. i want this year to hurry up and end... and next year too. Ever just had TIME as your enemy? Yeah... me too. i hate this... i'm just gonna quit confusing yall. so i'm gonna shut up ( Read more... ) -
here we go again...
ok.. i have to turn myself in AGAIN... and get a new pre-trial release... AGAIN. This will never END. Oh well. For what i've been going through lately should DEFINATELY prove that i'm in love with allison... and it's so much more than infatuation at this point. You agree ( Read more... ) -
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WHITE LIGHT!!! duh duh duh duh duhhh WHITE LIGHT!!! alcohol alcohol alcohol WHIT LIGHT!!! haha that is most definately the paul/ryan HEAD BANG ON THE KEYBOARD/my car song ( Read more... ) -
random...
when i was logging on i forgot to type the ''y'' in ryandombrowski... and i found something out... the word RANDOM is in my name... hehe.... random browski... y? i dunno.... yes ironic enough this is the most random entry i've ever made ( Read more... )