are awesome lately. got a huge beard. doing my first ultramarathon on the 29th 50k trail run. blah

so i stopped eating sugar about a three weeks ago and lost about five pounds so far and feel amazing haha that is it

things are good as of lately work is going good my apartment is good a,d just life all around is good . started training again and things are good right back into the swing of things ironman florida next november and thinking about doing ultraman canada at the end of august. enrolling in school part time soon to help further myself and make better ( Read more... )

so a little update. the beginning of september brought with it a complete newness to my life, apartment job and girlfriend. its good to not be commuting all the time and actually have a life again. i mean do i miss my past, sure i do it was a part of my life for a long time and as shitty as it was at times its was great at others. but i feel that i ( Read more... )

IT IS GOOD

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so once again im empty. i dont know what it is about life and love but both of these subjects make me feel empty i think i want things and then when i get them i feel nothing deep down inside. i think things will make me happy and they dont i dont know what it is anymore and i dont know how to fix it. i have been continuosly fucking up for 4 years ( Read more... )

I THINK IM LOST. CONFUSION HAS SET IN LIKE A FOG ON THE WATER AND I HAVE GOTTEN LOST

this is the happiest ive been in a long time

if you were to die tomorrow would you think that your life was complete i know i wouldnt