fuck people they are disappointing including me

i hate my fucking life thats all i have to say and i guess thats all i have left is a vision of what i wanted my life to be and now nothing

that just for one day i didnt feel like a complete fucking loser. i wish that people would stop being so disappointing and feed me empty promises. that just for one day someone actually was excited about seeing me or even just talking to me but i doubt that day will ever come for i have fucked over to many people to have good karma

so this is my life for the summer ( Read more... )

i really fucking hate my life and now is one of these times i cant deal with my life anymore

there is one thing in my life that i was once involved in/ with that i want more than anything again. it was an amazing thing and i let it fall apart and i am going to stop at nothing to get that back

is so fucking confusing right now i want something really really ba dlike i cam to a conclusion that i needed this in my life and i get the feeling that it is not available even though it has been expressed that it is

it never changes no matter what happens as of late my life has been very subpar

i did my first ultramarathon out in north adams this saturday it was a very hilly course and i was probably only one of about ten to finish it was thirty one and a half miles and i did it in just around five hours and twenty minutes

things are going awesome as of lately lets see still working at wholefoods things are good new store better pay batter people.still training like crazy got my first ultra marathon this saturday in north adams ma should be interesting if things go well i could place top three for a 50k. lets see what else i got a huge beard havent shaved in about ( Read more... )