the change of seasons is always interesting. the time where you have to start wearing a jacket again, perhaps even a hat, gloves, or mittens, and warming the car with a blast of heat as you drive down the road. it seems that once again we're at that downward spiral where it feels as there will never be that light @ the end of the tunnel. but alas ( Read more... )

every little step i take, you will be there.......

you might fall in love with someone else today.....but i will ALWAYS love you, anyway.

i feel guilty for leading such a carefree life. we're put in different situations and settings for specific reasons. how did i luck out? tomorrow i could die. but you know what? i most likely wont. and im lucky and i appreciate things, like being able to get up in the morning on my own...i can dress myself, i can fix myself something to eat...do ( Read more... )

the instant you make your mind up about one thing, the next event that takes place can change your once clear and strong perception; making the next endeavor, an unfamiliar entity.

sometimes its hard to know what i feel when i know that the only person in the world i can trust is myself. i guess it makes me feel more powerful, in that, i am the only one who has complete control and understanding of my own life. noone else. this can be both good and bad, either way you look at it. on a different note, thunderstorms bring peace ( Read more... )

eyes betray the soul and there is thinking. speaking words that i dont understand.

the cold encompasses.
the moon shines on.

i wish i could save up all my emotions and screaming in a bottle for one day... that i could unleash it all on the ones who made me feel the way i used to. i'd save about half or more for myself since i've set myself up to get hurt in different situations. for this day i give my heart out to the lonely ones of tonite. i cry and scream for you. i ( Read more... )

im trying real hard to just have some fun. lately, it's been hard and i don't know why. alot of my close friends have moved away, which on the positive side means there is potential for many exciting and adventurous road trips, but as always the negative is not seeing these lovely people for days upon days. i will be mature here and say that the ( Read more... )