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[ryanlz227]

I've been feeling pretty....let's search for the word....kinda depressed the past week or so. Depressed, pretty over-used, I guess the way I'm feeling is a combination of emotions. I've felt depressed before, and I'm sure this isn't it. Not so much wanting to die this time....just go...go away somewhere

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[cupids_crash]

My cleaning lady.

Maybe she's hongry?

[fossil78]

Wow, you don't post a lot but when you do, some powerful stuff. The holidays I think bring about stress with everyone. What is supposed to be a time for love and what not is basically a time for people to get greedy and treat people in service industries like shit.

Perhaps you just need someone to talk to. I'm assuming you have that. With work, sounds like it was when I worked at a bank. I liked the actual job and my customers but hated the politics of working in such a small environment. IT got to the point where I knew I wasn't one of the favorites and I could care less. I started coming to work late, and my work suffered. I quit after 3 months and by the end was so sick of the bullshit that I no-showed on my last day and don't even list the bank as having worked there on my resume.

For whatever it's worth, I don't think your "psycho". Your just trying to live life in a world that is completely fucked up. *huggz*