I think the dreary rainy weather is getting to me.

It's funny though...sometimes the dreary weather is so beautiful in its own way...because its weather and you are experiencing it because you are alive.

Just a thought.

"If my hearts soaking wet/boy your boots can leave a mess"

I am at work right now - but no one else is. Or at least my boss or her boss or the copy-bitch-in-training. I think they forget to send me the memos. It's raining though and I walked ten blocks...messed up my coif and everything. For shame ( Read more... )

I hate myself right now ( Read more... )

Today ... Today ...

I had a very productive day. At first anyway. I woke up and finished The Mysteries of Udolfo which was 672 pages of fun filled gothic novel. Then I of course went to class. I did swell on the quiz too ( Read more... )

I love you. I hate you. I miss you. You suck. I miss you. I hate you. I love you. I want you to die. I love you. I miss you. I want to poke your eyeballs out. I want to kiss you. I hate you. I love you. I miss you. You suck.

So whenever you are ready to let me off of this ride - I would be much obliged.

I really miss you and really miss talking to you and seeing you....and I love you very much and just want you back.... -Mark

I feel out of sorts today. Antsy. Uncomfortable in my own skin. They say its a pretty nice skin. A pretty piece. I don't know what good that is going to do me.

I want to call Mark.

You stood in my doorway with ( Read more... )

I am working on an entry of some substantial length...and well...substance. It is taking a lot of effort though. I have to write it and then leave it for awhile. But its important to me so I press on. Posting it in its parts though would not have the same effect as the cohesive whole...I think ( Read more... )

I've been reading Sebastian's journal all day. I should be reading the Mysteries of Udolfo. There is just something more immediate about what he has to say, as though it is pertinent to my life in some way. In light of a conversation I had earlier, this entry is dedicated to J ( Read more... )

I woke up at 7:30. On a Saturday. You know I don't like getting up but once I do it is nice to have the entire day ahead of me ( Read more... )

Whoa. Tonight was...well...whoa. Let's start with some key words: alcohol, dancing, party, hot boy, random hooking up...

Jealous?

Don't be...

because if by alcohol, dancing, party, hot boy, and random hooking up I mean doing my laundry all night and then watching Aladdin at Ayuko's...then I had one hell of a night ( Read more... )