I dreamt of a fever ( Read more... )

so last few hours i hear the neighbor arguing with his girlfriend, he is YELLING and sometimes i hear her. i dont know what the fuck happened but A: dont fucking yell for hours at anyone, you arent doing anything productive. B: dont call her a cunt and bitch and whore and slut every other word, you arent even getting information accross to her ( Read more... )

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there are things in life that you cannot control, and other things you think you can, but cannot either. what is control? has the matrix trilogy taught us nothing? there is no control, only your perception. what can you perceive? only that which your experiences and imagination will allow. what does this mean? i think at this point we are getting ( Read more... )

i fucked up my ankle really bad today. two people already said i should have it looked at but i dont have insurance so it might just be worth it to cut it off at the shin. fuck it hurts so bad though :(

life gets going good again and as usual: BOOM giant wall. unclimeable, no doorways or way around it. its just standing there in front of me, brooding and ominous.

am i the wall?

these are just some things i need to say; to myself, to everyone and to no one ( Read more... )

today im trying to jam as many last minute good memories into my day before i head back "home" tomorrow. bellingham has been a lot of fun, but i fear going back to that state of feeling out of place with no one to talk to and hang out with. im just going to force my chin to stay as up as high as i can get it and hopefully something good will happen ( Read more... )

if i had the Point of View gun from Hitchhikers Guide i could easily make the world destroy itself. unfortunately the technology doesnt exist on this planet, yet.

you know that feeling you get when you become aware you're controlling your blinking, or even worse breathing, and you have a snap of panic that you might not do it right ( Read more... )