So after that night that me and danniel met for a beer @ aleworks and stayed up till four AM talking - something in my gut was telling me that it wasn't right. I have determined now that those 'migranes' I believe were actually severe allergy attacks - that felt like hell becuase my sinuses were everything but exploding in my head ( Read more... )

my mind is swimming with all sorts of thoughts and feelings as I get home from a 72 hour adventure to neverland. no seriously, to neverland. It began on monday morning where we packed the car with lots of crap, four baristas, and a civilian - and we got on hwy 101 southbound. Arrived into Santa Maria around noon thirty. Saw MJ for the first time in ( Read more... )

excuse me while I place a white glove on this right hand of mine ( Read more... )

last time that I looked I was leaving Bryan becuase I wanted to feel what I was feeling for Daniel my coworker - for BRYAN. I couldn't though ( Read more... )

so if you have an iPOD keep reading - if you don't have an iPOD - go buy one.

me and natalye are extra cool, because we have vision.
many times we envision a program that would help us put our ipod music on our computer.
finally someone caught up with our vision & made it free (i'm not paying for my own idea!)

www.ipodsoft.com (ipod agent is the ( Read more... )

last night was a lot of fun. lots of beer. LOTS of beer. lots. *nods*

HAD good times with nix and chris @ alework's - then had a great time with coworkers and friends @ last day saloon.

like I said, lots of beer.....

so, today I was awoken at nine by a feeling of discomfert.
on my way to the bathroom, I found a story on the floor,
that was telling of ( Read more... )

got off work around ten, zoomed over to pick up my mom from her mechanic.
we got some coffee and talked for a while.got home, took a shower, got out and saw I had missed a call.
or four.... Bryan was in town - we ended up meeting at the bottom of the hill @ applebee's.
I had to break up with him officially, and in person - when I wasn't really ready ( Read more... )

even if I wanted to I dont think I could, but I'm still trying.
things have been wild this week.
+++some weeks are so ordinary.

heather came last weekend, that was by far the highlight of last week.
---I needed to see her, and now I see that I needed to be rooted for a week of trial
tribulation, and falling out. Every day I'm learning how to make it ( Read more... )

A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she ( Read more... )

I woke up today.

NO really, i woke up today. I dont know why I have been sleeping so much, although today i'd like to guess that I am getting ready for the day I die. I can't help but notice that I keep making the same mistakes, spilling and tripping over the same regrets over and over, biting my tounge when I should let loose. There are only so ( Read more... )