How long will this experiment last? Maybe forever....

Some will never forget the ways of the world, never. What's the purpose of life? My whole life I could have had better opportunities if only I had confidence, if only I had higher self-esteem, if only my mind didn't become so fucked up over the years. Maybe ,just maybe, I would have had better posture, been not so messy, been organized, been ( Read more... )

I can say whatever I want to say in my livejournal.  This is how I release my feelings, since it is MY journal, not some newspaper about myself.
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Somethings wrong when your always tired. Somethings wrong when all you want to do is lay in bed and think. Somethings wrong when you know your weekend is shot before it even begins.

It's weird how you can love someone, yet they make you feel like total shit. It's weird how someone claims to be your friend, but they always ignore you. Every question gets replied with nothing. They might as well call you nothing. It's weird how someone doesn't tell you the truth because they don't want to hurt your feelings, yet they will make ( Read more... )

Yay, finally added Ian! Should have done it a long time ago....hmmm...Now I have access to my "NICEST" friend's journal.

Life is a bitch, cruel world filled with deceit and fallen dreams. And just when you think it couldn't get any worse people treat you like shit and you also lose a friend. No one gives a shit though. A momentary thought followed by an "Aww, too bad!", then they walk away. It's time to reorganize the friend list. Ian is definitely on top. I had ( Read more... )

I wish people were more open instead of being like statues. For what type of friends are statues ( Read more... )

I feel about the same as Cody: Oct. 9th, 2005 03:07 pm oddly enough. However, instead of slowly dying by way of a dark demon squeezing my heart ever harder until I finally die- I am more like slowly dying as the emptiness,in my heart grows larger and larger, until my heart collapses and I no longer need it.

Homecoming was OKay though :)

Some people have been giving me the cold shoulder lately. Oh well, people lose interest with other people all the time. One minute you're "GREAT!" then "Nice" then "Okay". Sooner or later they will be hanging out with cooler and better people and forget all about you.

I wish I would have seen this article earlier in my life: http://msn.match. ( Read more... )