Love is important for people. More specifically, love between people is important. Even more specifically, people are important to people ( Read more... )

I learned awhile ago that getting high is an important thing in this world. Some of you might think immediately that I'm advocating drug use, but please consider what I'm saying for a moment. Getting high can mean all sorts of things, like being happy for instance. High on life. People say this all the time. High on life is another way to say happy ( Read more... )

She pushes me away. Just like the rest. I'll get over it, just like the rest.

So recently I've fallen for a woman. She's made me feel young again. It seems childish and immature, and it might be, but I'm enjoying every second of it and living it to the fullest, with no regrets. I think that would show my maturity in itself. I'm now able to enjoy fully the flavors of life, without the darkness consuming any of it ( Read more... )

It's funny how I make routine check-ins here. I feel I used to be so fanciful with my writing and now I'm more real. I can try and be colorful again can't I? It was a beautiful trait when I was most practiced with it. Then again I did read a lot of literature during that time of my LJ ( Read more... )

Females can't handle my reality. Time to always wear a facade.

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Well I recently learned that even after a long spell of being cold to all realities except my own, I can still volunteer myself to homicidal situations like relationships. I'm learning much and becoming much better at severing things. I am noticing something unique though. When this relationship started, I was instantly allowed access to my ( Read more... )

So I've been slowly fading out of my last phase and coming to terms with my place in reality. I spent half a year rejecting my life and making a game out of it. Now I'm turning that game into something I can become involved in and actually enjoying my years here, however many left there are. Death, fear, and loss never seemed less intimidating. I' ( Read more... )

Let's start this story by giving you some basic background. I have done most all the well-known psychedelics except for peyote and DMT. LSD is a frequent happening in my life. I have an extremely low tolerance for psychedelics. I typically get open eye visuals off of one blotter of acid. I've also had some radical perspective shifts from my ( Read more... )