i just dont know what to say anymore. i got a split personality problem one day im happy one day im sad one day i just want to see the world burn. i cant help the fact a demon possesses my body when i just cant take it anymore and ive lost my sanity. i need sober friends i really could use some good influences in my life but i just cant seem to ( Read more... )

This will be the 4th week ive worked everyday after this weekend. i get monday off thank you jesus and its covered by holiday pay so thats even better. been thinking about moving away to new mexico im so sick of not having friends again. the reason i moved back from new mexico in the first place was cuz i was lonely. now im just as lonley no ( Read more... )

i worked 62.25 hours and it was nothing really i just go to work everyday its what i do....what else is there to do. i cant seem to speed up the solution to my problem quick enough for my liking but im doing a good job at making money so thats a good start. just gotta choose if i wanna save for improvements or half and half ( Read more... )

one day ill come back to read all this hatred and discontent and ill laugh that i ever doubted things would work out. everyone gets a second chance if they work hard for it. but this shit takes years ladies and gentlemen. everyone wanders once in a while we need to stay strong for ourselves not just for the people around us who merry our moves ( Read more... )

its my birtday yay! things are strange and unsettling as usual. got a girl but shes got massive problems as always but shes sweet really really really overly nice with a dark sense of humor that closely mirrors mine. makes me realize y people think im an asshole a dark sense of humor more than likely can be read as insulting. yup thats how us ( Read more... )

im lonely and ive found someone that likes me, ive found many that like me. but not many i like back, and its impossible to play it cool. im nervous as anyone would be not having sex since my last relationship ending in a restraining order which was a surprising first. i need love i really really need love in my life and im ok with not being picky ( Read more... )

soooo fucking bored and consistantly annoyed at work im literally freaking out inside the boundries of my own mind ( Read more... )

i was a lot happier back in the day when there wasnt much going on and life was simple. and now you have the present pulling myself out of the hole i dug trying to escape to independence way too early. i think my least favorite thing to do in life is waiting and im going to be waiting another year but after that then what. im just really lonley is ( Read more... )

People can be confusing. They always seem to want what they can't have. Everyones fundamentally alone however no one wants to be alone. Then once they get what they want they change there mind. But none can seem to move on from the old without creating a foundation with the new and that always takes too long cuz of uncertainty which causes ( Read more... )

put the clutch in with the help of two friends cuz face it unless you got friends a 300 lb transmission falling out of the car is pretty heavy. and of course it had to be that fixing my clutch which cost me close to 400 in parts special tools and car fluid didnt fix my transmission slipping past my clutch....just makes me think i got a new ( Read more... )