woman are a cruel torture. justifying actions with nothing at all but a hunch or a rumor. or just starting a fight to break up and fuck someone else cuz its on a break and that means its not cheating. but seriously if you plan on getting back together with someone cuz there the love of your life i dont think you would go out and fuck someone, why ( Read more... )

sex is like a tragity from friends to break up. but my life just still seems to be a curse in which every woman i sleep with continues to dispise or lose contract with me ( Read more... )

my youth is slipping away from me i dont even have a day off out of the week anymore. i cant wait to pay off my credit cards and get a place of my own. ill be making somewhere around 2500 a month thats pretty good money for not having a college degree ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing? why the fuck cant i just be a loner, is it really that lonley i have friends i have companionship i dont need that girl i dont need her but somehow i invited her bak fuck what the hell am i doing do i have no pride in myself wuts so ever. i need to figure out how to let this girl down slowly without her hurting my life ( Read more... )

i have my independance back....or so i thought. For as soon as i thought the danger had passed i was dragged back down a long black hole in which i had to claw my way out of ( Read more... )

i miss the fact i used to record all kinds of things about my past. ive saved a lot of old aim conversations i had with my old high school brother dmitry, and my first love. i went through a lot of them the last week ( Read more... )

i was thinking of just sending these pictures through the email but i decided to share them with every one. the first couple are from utah and the others are from colorado. just some pics i took on the road its a bueatiful sceanery.

( Second day of the Road trip utah to colorado. )

im to be unforgiven. ive sold my soul into damnation over greed. ive depreciated the value of my physical self by damaging it with harmful chemicals including hardening my liver with mass amounts of alchohol................and for what? a few crazy stalkers that are too niave to know the demon behind a warm smile.....all that can be good was passed ( Read more... )

SUGAR IS CRACK FOR KIDS PASS IT ON

Qualitative research ( Read more... )