myranda is amazing

ok so i understand that life is full of its ups and downs, but when the fuck is my life gonna start going up? i swear it's been all down since march, starting with evan and me breaking up. what the hell? im so fucking sick of being alone. ok, 3 months might not seem that long, but i fucking hate being single. everybody's always all like "oh being ( Read more... )

so for a while i was against writing all my problems in this thing ( Read more... )

i need something. desperately

deboed from james. actually i asked very nicely :D ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like youre just fucking meant to have a fucking horrible life? like you never have anyting to look forward to? like youre not ever going to go anywhere so why try? i swear to god, it sucks. its like once one thing gets better, something else will go bad. so yea i came home from work to find out that my parents are getting a divorce ( Read more... )

so yea im def. not in the best mood. im pretty sure im getting sick and im just.....in a horrible mood. ive been thinking alot today and ive just gotten real upset. im so sick of being alone. and i just wish somebody would actually look at me as more than a friend. dead up. ok in the last entry i was talking about arista, but ive pretty much given ( Read more... )

yeaaaaaaaaa..........so its def. been like a buncha months and if youre reading this you should already know whats been up so i wont fill in on whats happened since than. ive been feeling ok lately. school's straight, but i get hungry on a-days. i hurt my back first day of weightlifting and i didnt stop lifting so its been hurt, but ive stopped ( Read more... )

man its been a 3 day weekend and its been pretty good. last week was good, finding out that im not failing ne classes. friday went camping w/ my family, my aunt and uncle and cousins, and justin. the campsite was kinda lame cuz it was just a buncha older people, nobody for us to hang out w/, and there was no pool to swim in and we werent allowed to ( Read more... )

so its been a little while since my last update. things have been ok. school is winding down and i love it. only a few more full days of school than the wonderful half-days w/ exams. its kool. things have been pretty good. i found out what car im going to get and i got it. its a 95 accord ex and its got some clear head and tail lights on it. pretty ( Read more... )