I stopped using my Livejournal last year cause I have switched to weekly blogs in my myspace. It's amazing looking at this. I read about my memories of the last 5 years and I'm so glad I used this throughout the years. My life has changed so much, especially in the last year. I was just looking at my old band Adorah's livejournal community, man I ( Read more... )

i thought my christmas this year would've went a little better then previous years. i can't remember the last time i was even excited about it ( Read more... )

Shit's always confusing. When things get good, a fork always gets stuck in the road. But it's only motivation to just figure out what the hell to do and i never give up. Things are getting hectic, i feel very overwhelmed with trying to figure out just what it is i'm looking for. this seriously has been going on for almost a year now and just when i ( Read more... )

It's Jeff's 20th birthday.Hey dude if you by chance read this, happy birthday dude love you.

I don't think i've ever been so busy in my whole life until now. i'm usually busy with my band but now that's gotten twice as busy as before and now i am a full time booking agent for up to 7 locals right now in the state and that is soon to be growing. i am ( Read more... )

So here's the deal...

My band has 6 shows coming up in November, 3 in December so far. They are all great shows and i am extremely stoked. we are also recording our EP hopefully next month as well. We have some big things coming up and this is all pretty much why i am still here in Michigan. i had promised myself to forget it all and move to San ( Read more... )

Every time i hear this song, i feel like i miss being home. but i'm typing this at home right now.

Is home somewhere else?

And every time i hear this, i feel like i miss someone that i can't have again.

I'm halfway moved on, but when is the other half going to kick in?

Lately, things have been crazy, but not in the least of bad ways. I can honestly say that for once i am for the most part happy with things in my life. I now have many options that I can choose from to pursue whatever it is i may want to do with my life.

I'll be perfectly frank with you here, a lot of my recent entries involved me wishing to move ( Read more... )

i desperately want to be in love again.

:(

theres so much going on in my life right now.

My booking company's going to be busy this fall it looks like, my abilities in making music is about to be tested to a whole new level i've been waiting a long time ago, it's seriously time to challenge everything i've ever believed in.

I also realized that i truly want to find the girl i envision seeing ( Read more... )

For some reason, i feel like this rough time is about to finally end for me. it's been months since i've felt at least somewhat relieved about things. i'm beginning to think that i'm finally ready to make some important decisions in my life and that i'm ready to start a very important chapter in my life.

For one, i'm finally learning to let go of ( Read more... )